I Was Young: Part Six

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My dreaming senses say I was with you

You were with me

Long moments in each other’s presence

Talking of the days and promises we’re both afraid to make

I’m not scared of it any more... I’m ready for you to leave

Bets aside I will not cry

Frets aside I cannot lie   

Here I am and there you are

Make some effort we’ll both do

But 1^st step is for you to get on the plane

As it is you’ve driven me insane

Incoherence

And broken thoughts

Are something I’ve got to deal with

In my dreaming senses I’m with you

But they know it so different

They don’t see what I do

Haven’t come to my side of my eyes

They’re looking in but can’t see without my help

I could be in hell

But I’m with you. And they don’t know

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I opened my lungs and sang to block it out

The noise in my ears rang

Get confused when an element so unright

Interrupts our tonight

And you brought it here

He doesn’t belong and it’s so wrong to give me away

I spent my life fighting, putting it in writing. And I say:

If you will not have me and I not you

Let me be the one to choose

Where I go from that time forth

I shall not love- not with force

You speak of silence, butterflies

All that’s to be with time

I don’t want what you say, close my eyes

I’m happy with now- now is fine

Regardless of what God has in store

Your mention of him becomes a bore

For I am yours and you are mine

He fits in nowhere… or are you blind?

Written by YaSaBa (13/08/06)