He consumes my energy in a brief instant…
because truthfully
I was fine until I saw him today.
The desire to run away is so great.
The
desire to cry is overwhelming.
The despair is indescribable.
Because I am quite
sure I don’t matter to him…
as much as I wish it wasn’t so.
The words he wove
and draped my very broken soul with were meaningless to him and he has probably
traded them for something way easier to handle.
I regret being so complex. I hate being so gullible in a
game I lost faith and trust in years ago. But I wanted to believe him. And I
wanted to be with the right one this time.
So in I fell and hard I landed.
